Saturday, December 12, 2015

Teri Aarzoo - Teri Justajoo (in Roman Script)

 To the Satguru
Teri Aarzoo - Teri Justajoo 

Kabhi Kabhi main tanahaa baitha 
Teri tasveer nihaartaa hoon 
Man hi man pukaartaa hoon
Tujhe dil me utaarta hoon 
Tera har rang - 
har roop nihaartaa hoon 
Teri baaten vichaartaa hoon 

Aur dil me uthati hai ye aarzoo 
ki tera saath mil jaaye
Tere saath meri zindagi ki shaam dhal jaaye 

Tere saath baithun - tere saath khaaun 
Jahaan bhi tu jaaye, tere saath jaaun
Tere sang chaloon, tere sang hansoon 
Chhod apna des, tere sang basoon

Tere saath Ghoomun 
Tere qadam choomun 
Dekhun teri soorat, teri muskuraahat
Suntaa rahoon tere qadmon ki aahat 
Rakhvaa loon mai apane 
sar pe tera haath
Khichvaa loon sainkdon hi photo tere saath

Magar phir khyaal aata hai 
ki ye sab kuchh paakar bhi
Kya mai tujhko paa loonga ? 

Nahin ......
Kyonki tu ye sab to nahin hai
Ye baaten jism ki baaten hain
Aur tu jism to nahin hai

Aur agar kahin aesa ho ......

ki Tu bhi kare mujhko kabhi yaad
Karni na pade mujhko kabhi koi bhi faryaad 
Khud hi tu le ke chale mujhko apane saath 
Rakh de kabhi pyaar se kandhe pe mere haath 
Kabhi muskura ke tu bulaa le apane paas
Hone na paaye kabhi judaayi ka aehsaas 
Teri baaton me kabhi -
Mera bhi zikar ho 
Mai kaisa hoon - kahaan hoon
Tujhko ye fikar ho 
Poochh le kisi se tu 
mera bhi kabhi haal 
Tere zehan me kabhi 
mera bhi ho khyaal ......

Magar phir sochtaa hoon
ki ye sab kuchh ho bhi jaaye agar
To kya Tu mera - aur mai tera ho jaaunga ?

Shayed nahin .......
Kyonki tu ye sab bhi to nahin hai
Ye baaten jismo-dil ki baaten hain
magar tu jismo-dil bhi to nahin hai

Aur ye sab kuchh hone par bhi
Aarzooen, Tamanaayen 
Meri hasraten
Kabhi pyaar ka aehsaas
kabhi nafraten 

Dilo-dimaagh me chhaai huyi qadoorten
Hasad ki aag me jalti huyi vo pinahaa soorten

Khatm ho jaayengi ?
Mit jaayengi ?
Ye be-sabari, ye maghroori khatm ho paayegi kya ?
Aur meri hasti teri hasti me mil jaayegi kya ?

Mujhe yaad hai ki tunay kahaa tha 
"Tu kisko dhoondtaa hai ?
 Kiski hai justajoo?
Tu mujh me hai main tujh me hoon
Tu mai hai - aur Main hoon tu "

Aur agar ye sach hai 
to mujhe teri justajoo kyon hain?
Agar hum ek hain - to dekhnay me do kyon hain? 

Saath hote huye bhi tu lagataa door hai
Ye aakhon ka hai qasoor?
Ya dil ka qasoor hai ?

Magar jab gaur se dekha - to raaz ye khulaa
Aur Haqeeqat ka aakhir - pataa ye chalaa
Ki qasoor kisi ka nahin
Mai khud hi kho gayaa tha 
Gafalat ke neend me be-khabar so gayaa tha 

Ye raasta bhi maine 
Khud hi to chunaa tha
Ye jaal hasraton ka
Khud hi to bunaa tha
Jo divaaren banaayin thin hifaazat ki khaatir
Unhi me reh gyaa tha mai qaid ho ke aakhir

Isiliye to khatm na ho paayi justajoo
aur Na poori ho saki tujhe paane ki aarzoo

Haan .....
Magar ye hasarat 
poori ho to sakti hai
Zehaanat ki qaid se
Rihaayi ho to sakti hai
Teri hasti me meri hasti 
kho to sakti hai 
Meri zaat, teri zaat se -
ik ho to sakti hai

Magar na jaane ye sab kab hoga ?
Kabhi hoga bhi ya nahin hoga 

Aur main jaanata hoon khatm ho sakti hai justajoo
Agar vo yaad rahe mujhko teri pehali guftagoo

Jab tune ye kahaa tha .......

"Tu mujh me hai main tujh me hoon
Tu mai hai -  Main hoon tu "

Jismon ki qaid se kabhi jo oopar uth jaata hoon me
Tab teri is baat ka matlab samajh paata hoon me

Aur tab achaanak hi mujhe 
yoon mehsoos hota hai 

ki mai tujh me hoon 
Tu mujh me hai 
Tu sab me hai
sab tujh me hai 
Sab Tu hi hai -  Sab Tu hi hai 
Sab Tu hi hai - Bus Tu hi hai

     'Rajan Sachdeva'
        12/12/2015


Justaju .....         Search
Tanhaa ......        Alone
Hasaraten ........ Desires
Qadoorten ......   Animosities
Hasad  ............... Jealousy 
Pinhaa ..........      Hidden
Maghroori ........ Ego
Zehaanat .....      Thoughts / Ideology 
Zaat  ..............  Pesonality / Being 
Guftagoo ....     Conversation 

Note: 
The theme of this poem was inspired from a poem written by Dr. Jagdish Sachdeva, Michigan


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