Dil Begaana-e-Tarageeb-o-Tamanna Na Ho Sakaa

 There is a beautiful Nazm (Poem) by Sahir Ludhianavi saahib:
                  " Sochata hoon ki mohabbat say kinaara kar loon 
                     Dil ko begaana-e-tarageeb-o-tamanna kar loon "

I also thought of doing this .........
So, I tried --- and tried very hard - but did not succeed.
However, this morning, I tried to capture my thoughts in this Nazm:- 

Dil begaana-e-tarageeb-o-tamanna na ho sakaa 
Chaahnay pay bhee duniya say kinaaraa na ho sakaa 

Mainay sochaa - pooray ho chukay armaan sub 
Kar liye  ikatthay jeenay kay saamaan sub 
Ab na zindgee mein rahegaa koyee fiqar 
Ho chukay hain ab to marhalay aasaan sub 

Sochaa - dil mein ab koyi hasrat nahin rahee 
Ab kisi bhee shae kee zaroorat nahin rahee 
Aazaad ho chuka hai dil hasad kee qaid say 
Ab to  kisee say koyi nafarat nahin rahee

Socha - ab na rakhengay kisi say koyi ummeed 
Ab na hogee khvaahishon ki koyi nayi tamheed 
Pehlay jo hota rahaa,   na-samajhee thee magar 
Ab na hogee phir kabhee un baaton kee tajdeed

Socha - ki manzil pay ab to aa chukaa hoon main  
Ki maayaa jaal say to door jaa chukaa hoon main 
Ab to kuchh bhee karnay ko baakee nahin rahaa 
Vallaah - ab to maarfat ko paa chukaa hoon main  

                          Lekin - ab jaanaa ki ye to veham tha mera 
                          Aaj samajh aaya ki dil naafeham tha mera 
                          Aa gaya manzil pay - maarfat ko paa liyaa 
                          Aisee baaten kehnaa mehaj aham tha mera 

Roz  uthtee  hai  nayee  hasarat  koyi dil mein
Jaltee rehtee hai hasad kee aag bhee dil mein 
Yaksaan mohabbat sabhee say  ho nahin  payi
Baakee hain ummeeden, ranjishen abhee dil mein   

                  Jab koyi manzar nayaa aayaa nazar kay saamnay  
                  To dil ko baandhnay ka koee chaaraa na ho sakaa

                 Laakh chaahaa par duniya say kinaara na ho sakaa
                 Dil begaana - e - tarageeb-o- tamanna na ho sakaa

                                                                   'Rajan Sachdeva'

Begaana-e-Tarageeb-o-Tamanna.....Free of hopes & desires 
Marahalay   ........                               Difficulties  
Hasad .......                                          Envy, Jealousy 
Tamheed ........                                    New Beginning  
Tajdeed - ........                                    Repetition 
Naafeham   .......                                 Ignorant
Maarfat ........                                      Adhyaatm Gyaan, Knowledge of Truth
Yaksaan ........                                     Same, similar, equal
Manzar   ........                                     Scene scenario, view, synopsis