Blissful Memories (Baba Hardev Singh ji)

I took four months off in 1987 to finish my thesis for Ph.D. and went to India. 

As always, I stayed in S. N. Bhavan Delhi for couple of days to see and get blessings from 

Satguru Baba Hardev Singh ji. After enquiring how long I would stay in India, Baba ji said: 

“We are going on a three weeks long tour to your area and I want you to come along.”

I was surprised and asked “which is my area Huzoor?” 

He smiled and said Jammu & Kashmir. Then he said that tour starts early morning on September 1^st 

and if the dates of presentation of my thesis does not fall in that period – 

I should come to Delhi by evening of August 31^st.  

I said ‘Sat-Vachan’, did Namaskar and left for Chandigarh.

Couple of weeks later, I went to Delhi to be with Baba ji again for couple of days. Obviously, 

He remembered the previous conversation and asked me if I knew the dates for my ‘exam’. 

I said no… not yet. 

Then He reminded me again by saying that his tour to J&K has been replaced for Himachal, 

but the dates are same so I should still reach Delhi on August 31^st. After enjoying the bliss 

of being with him for three days, I went back to Chandigarh to finish my work.

Suddenly, on August 30^th - when I was getting ready and looking forward to go on tour with Baba ji
 - I received a letter to appear in front of the panel of judges for my thesis – on September 12.

My first thought was “now…how can I go on tour with Baba ji?”

My mother said I should call Baba ji to let him know that I cannot accompany him and apologize. 
I said no – I will go to Delhi and apologize personally. So, I went to Delhi on the eve of August 31^st. 
Baba ji was taking a walk in the Bhavan’s premises with few saints. 

I stood on the side with folded hands. Few minutes later, he looked at me and signaled to join him. 

I did Namaskar, and he said…. “Aa gaye”. I was struggling to find the proper words to say that yes, 

I have come but I will be unable to accompany – when he asked “koi date tan nahin aayi exam di?” 

(Have you received the date for exam yet?)

I said “yes I have. It’s September 12.”

“Oh. September 12? Then you cannot come with me during this tour. “Chalo theek hai. Agali vaar sahi” 

(Well…. it’s ok. You can join me next time.)

I felt so relieved that I did not have to say it. It was like he knew I was having hard time saying it, 

so, he excused me on his own. I apologized by saying “Khima karna Maharaj” (Please forgive me lord)

He said “It’s OK.

Hor? Tayaari ho gayi poori? (Are you all prepared?)

“Not really” I said.

“Kinne din da kumm reh gya?” (How many days’ worth work is still left?)

I was about to say that I needed 2-3 weeks to finish it but I have only 11 days.

But suddenly, something happened - like a flash of thought, and I said:

“Huzoor. Aap ji ne hi taiyaari karni hai – aap ji ne hi exam laina hai te aap ji ne hi exam dena hai”. 

(You are going to do the preparation, you are going to give the exam and you are the one 

who will be taking the exam)

He laughed loudly and said in his typical style “Achha………. Phir chalo mere naal tour te”

 (Really? Then come along with me on this tour)

And without a second thought, I said “Sat vachan ji”. He placed his hand on my back to bless and 

walked away to his room.

I don’t know how did I get that idea - that strength and conviction to say those words. But I am 

thankful to the unseen almighty force that made me say those exact words at that moment. 

I called my mother to inform that I am going on tour with Baba ji. She said “what about your exam?”

I said I don’t know. Whatever happens - let it be. I don’t want to think about it.

“What about clothes?”

Since I had come to Delhi only for a night - to let Baba ji know that I won’t be going with him - 

I had brought nothing except a night suit and one pair of pants and shirt for the next day.

I said I can manage in 2 sets of clothing… won’t be needing more.

Next few days were a total bliss.

Very graciously, Baba ji asked me to travel with him in his car. I forgot all about my thesis and 

appearance in front of the judges. It was a wonderful and blissful time to enjoy the company of 

the Guru in so close proximity.

After 8 days, we reached Kullu and then Manali. It was little cold and next day we were supposed 

to go to Rohtang pass, a very cold place at a much higher altitude. Mata ji noticed that I did not have 

any warm clothes. During the day, she went for sight-seeing and to the market for some shopping. 

When she came back, she handed me a sweater and said “I bought it for you. You will need it 

tomorrow at Rohtang.”

She thought of me while shopping? I was touched.

Next day at Rohtang, she gave me a shawl and said “Wrap this also around you. That sweater is not 

going to be enough in this cold.”

It was very touching to see how she cared for everyone like family.

After we came back to Manali that evening, I had the opportunity to spend some time alone 

with Baba ji and Mata ji. It was one of the best periods of time in my life – to be so close to the Guru 

and get his blessings.

On the morning of September 1o, I got ready and went in front of Baba ji and Mata ji’s room. 

The door was little ajar. Mata ji noticed me standing outside the door and called me in. Baba ji was 

sitting on the bed and playing with little Sudiksha ji. I stood there mesmerized - watching him play 

with his daughter and thinking he is a perfect Guru and a perfect father as well. His face was shining 

with his usual smile.

Suddenly he looked at his wrist watch and said to Mata ji “Parson Rajan ji da exam hai. 

(Day after tomorrow is Rajan ji’s exam). Let’s send him back today.”

“What exam?” Mata ji asked.

“He has to appear for his Ph. D. exam” Baba ji said.

Mata ji looked at me and said “You have a Ph. D. exam in two days? Why are you here then?”

“I told him to come with me.” Baba ji said. “Today he should go back”

So, he remembered it all along? I never said a word about it during the whole tour but obviously, 

he did not forget it.

Mata ji said the bus journey will take almost a whole day. She asked someone to buy a plane ticket 

for me and drop me at the airport. Later, I learnt that she had even called Vivek Shauq ji to pick me up 

at the Chandigarh airport and drop me at my parent’s house in sector 21.

The time, especially the personal moments spent with Baba ji during this unforgettable tour are 

among the most cherished memories of my life.

                                   ‘Rajan Sachdeva’